Chance?

I don't know whether or not to trust you again,
Worried that you'll cheat or betray my trust again,
Should I give you another chance?


You say its from your heart,
You'll like me forever and not that girl
But can I trust you,
After how you abused my trust last time?


Whether you're just picking randomly,
Or really loving me, or liking
I don't know when you'll change your mind
And break my heart again,
When it haven't been healed yet.


Even or not i accept your proposal,
You'll steal my first kiss,as a favour
To one I asked you 
So I can do a little revenge.


So now I'm confused
What should I do now?
Should you break my heart again,
I guess i'll never have the courage to couple again
But if i don't I'll maybe miss my chance,
To mend this relationship.
But with all your moods and fancies,
I'm afraid I'll never make it


What should I do now?