Say it again?

You wanted to leave me,
Left me alone to bleed.
Now I finally got over you, stopped shedding tears and blood over you.
You come into my life again.
Oh when will this end. This eternal torture.

Holidays

Holidays has been.. as expected boring. I've been rotting at home with my laptop with my cyber friends... Tomorrow is my first outing.. Bleh...

Last dae..

Haiz.. So fast time pass... It seem like its been just a short time from when I came into this school wearing NOT-ankle socks... 

End of 1997 time for Form 1 d lo.. Will miss my friends and not see them for a month +...

它似乎只有很短的时间，自我来学校不知道去哪里 .我会怀念这一年。 。 。About life... I'll not be so naive anymore and let my heart get stolen so easily.

Excitement of today

Had AWESOME FUN today.. with a prefect o_o
Go all around the school doing errands.. Now THATS what I like =)
Pn. Tan,Pn. Yeo and umm??


Go collect namelist bla bla bla. You wouldn't BELIEVE where the teachers are...
Then give present lo.. To an ABSENT person :P
Up down up down..


Me and Rachel... We look like idiots running around the school :')
But thats our life and what we like to do :)
RUNNING ERRANDS. HAAHAHAHAHA x'D


I love this part of life man..
Another few more days then this year is over D;
I hope next year wouldn't be so hard..
Which will proabably come true.NOT. :Y


So much drama this few days... <3
Without a few friends class is usually boring >.<
Thanks to a few 'INVADERS' class is better ^.^
Example ETHAN. :P
Hope time passes slowly now..
Miss you =]

KAWAII

I got a new bag.. hahaha,,, looks like this

DOMOKUN! 

KAWAII!!!

\(^.^)/

Dead Tired

I went to washing Grace and entertaining her for a few hours. OMG. I'm so freaking tired la...

Tomorrow i'll have to go on one of those walks again. OMG

Deepavali

Oh it has come...DEEPAVALI. Last night fireworks were playing NON-STOP. But guess here wasn't too loud.. PJ was louder until my home page @ facebook was filled with people complaining XD


Yesterday so many Indians went shopping... Strange to see so many walking around.. x)


Bout.. Deepavali holidays are BORING. I miss all my friends and guy friends and school and then teachers screaming at us. Will probably rot in year end holidays.. Can't we like come to school voluntarily?? =/ Left about 1 to 2 weeks T.T


So fast larh.. End year d. I still have no idea what to bring at the first day... And.. WHEN ARE WE GETTING OUR TIMETABLES? Not sure can even go back D;

Xtra

Well, today had a promotion on CHEWING GUM which is kinda ironic since they don't let us eat gum @ school. They even gave away FREE gum. Saying "DON'T EAT AH,EAT AT HOME". Yeah,right. XD


Bet almost everyone ate they're free GUM right. Hehe~


After the promo.. We had a movie named SHORTS. What kind of name is that?? XD
Until the very 'kan cheong' part Pn. Chin go off. We were like WTF. So geng la she...ask us see halfway go off ==


Naow.. tomorrow,Thurs and Friday no school...
Its gonna be SO BORING. Nothing much to say now..
Bye~~

Hurt.

Not exactly THAT hurt la..
Just that the injection was pain. First not very one...then become painer and numb

The needle was i think bigger cos can feel it worse. The nurse dunno hw to do it properly ==
Someone cried.. Hiaz. Pain lah.. =/

坏消息

Catherine say the needle this time bigger than first time . OMG.
And painer. Seriously damn worried. How big can the damn needle be?! D;

得到消息的针较大。现在，我担心是否比以前的痛苦，不是因为上次是很痛苦已经恶化。我真的真的希望不要这么痛苦，如果不是我要昏倒了.

Injection.

Oh no... 我只记得大约在周一注射。希望它不会受到伤害。 。
第一次很痛苦。 。然后成为麻木，疼痛一个星期


Last time my left hand become useless. Everyday got knock like someone stabbed me. Aiyo..hope this time it'll be better.


Very worried.. Haih... And also scared.. =/

Painting

Today was oh-so-fun 
Get to paint the whole day :D (well ALMOST)
With friends...and get critized ;)
My fellow painters(or scrapers).. 
1. Ryan
2. Kuan ming
3. Jen yee
4. Ziling
5. Melanie Woo
6. Rebekah
7. Zi Yoong
8. Kok xuan( >.<)
9. Tze-ning
10. (FORGOT)
11. (FORGOT)
12. (FORGOT)


We painted the sunflowers.. Its was fun though we screwed up in some places >.<"
Loved the experience gotten. Now i know how to mix BROWN! XD Me and Ryan were trying to make a perfect brown cos the original brown look like red bean paste. FIRST TRY SUCCESS!!! Second try FAIL. We ended up with a colour look like SHIT aka FAECES. XD
Started all over again.. THIRD TRY SUCCESS  with alot of mixing with white,orange and yellow. Hehe...


Had pizza BEFORE we started :D
Sadly i could only eat 1 piece thanks to my lunch >.<
Got to work...shortage of brushes,my hand and leg kena painted. Started fooling around with dabbing people with paint. It was AWESOME man. Then Ziling painted her Sunflower funny then we nicknamed it 

ECLIPSE OF THE DOUGHNUT

Cos like inside was white,then black then a solid pure orange ring :D

A really wierd doughnut...

I kept smudging myself on painted wet newpapers,or trays or brushes. OMG BRUSHES. Lying around like somebody raped them. XD And the newspapers XDD even worse.

Fly into Ryan's face. Lucky no paint or else kena aint like Edward ( Edwardta[avatar]) Got yellow spot.

Then the seniors and teachers found a GLASS bottle of turpentine (i thought it was thinner) which BROKE. So they all kelam kabut try to clean up. Lucky we didn't step on it cos it causes CANCER O.O Oil based somemore so if step then go SLIDE XD

So after everything..we all fighting for the tap. That is so SMALL and placed in such a dangerous place XP

The DAMN paint kept STICKING  to my arms and legs.. So I had to use the scraper and scrape it off (which actually worked).

Silly Ryan say can scratch wor...but ended his hand all red XD so i help him scrape lo... 

Then Ziling and wei hsin they all like WHOOOO....

But Ryan like someone else so.. =X

He rolled up his pants until shorter than my shorts HAHAHA. So 'sexy' *vomits*

The white part kena paint.Hehe...

So summary.. TODAY WAS A SUPER AWESOME DAY I GET TO SPEND WITH MY FRIENDS. THE DAY THE GET MY SUPER HEAVY FORM 2 BOOKS XD

Yeah..that sums it right up.

Books.

Haih...tomorrow getting our new form2 books. 

Not even sure'll be still here then. I HOPE I WILL. I really love this school.

HEAVY BOOKS. D;

Monday getting the jab again. Numbness again... But.. i like it :)

Yes i'm a bit crazy but everyone says that :D

A lil craziness is healthy right?

Got some programs by pn. chin again... Mayb i'll be bored to death or something.. =/

I hope my friends wouldn't change anymore....

Hatchi

Ok well,the name is like the sound you make when u sneeze but its actually a very touching and sad movie.

I watched it today in dewan. Lots of people cried.

I nearly did but had to go toilet cos i knew the sad part coming and I idn't wanna cry. Rebekah cry like mad. A few boys also...

Well,Hatchiko is based on a true story. Here's the real Hatchiko,

Born in Tokyo 1923 died 1935 he was 11 years old. 55 in human years.

He was known for waiting for his master loyally at the train station until he died. Now the's a statue of him there.

Then there was a short movie abt a handicap man wif no arms or legs. Quite sad. Also almost cried. Haiz... if i like that i wouldn't wanna live anymore. But he actually could pull through and live life to the fullest. ...

http://attitudeisaltitude.com/store-nicksstory.php

Movie..

Today.. Form 1 was FORCED to see a movie named Akeela and the Bee 
It was a show abt spelling example::
Judge:: Spell iminent
A:: Definition please.
Judge:: Bla bla to bla for bla bla bla
A: *spells it*
And it goes ON AND ON AND ON.


Though Number64 and the Chinese guy were kinda cute ;)
But it wasn't worth the BORINGNESS...


Can you believe it? 11/13 years old and kissing
Pn Chin,You call tht an educational movie? Its like sex class movie.
Show Step Up 3 or Piranha la, stimulates the senses.


And she doesn't let us go toilet. Had to ask another teacher and for the first 30 minutes there was NO SOUND until BOOM and ever1 gt deaf for a while. Sit until butt pain larh.. 


Tomorrow gt dunno quiz or what.. Haiz.. Why don't you let us play UNO in class than rotting in the humid air.
Though I like the DARKNESS :D
I like school though...


Today Pn. Julie came into canteen and was like
MURID MURID DENGAR SINI
DENGAR SINI!
Took abt 5 minutes for them to dengar sini. XD
I had to run after a while. Couldn't let her see me so sloppy rite?


Discipline teachers all so free so MINI-SPORTCHECK in dewan, ZHA DAO. -.-
You know who did dat? The BEE if you know wht i mean ;D


Gtg nw.. Bye :)

Misunderstandings.

Oh man... I really HATE misunderstandings...
And for some reason,the person who misunderstood you won't let you explain.
How awesome right?


I nearly lost a friend because of dat.
Boyfriend snatching stuff...
Can't blame her for being so paranoid too...
I'm so lucky i didn't loze her if nt i miss her :')


Who to choose who to choose??
I'm so confused...

No life

Please someone tell me the reason to live on...
Endure the pain I suffer everyday..
Nobody can make me truly happy..
LIFE
Oh man.. Nobody can make me realy happy
I look happy  but inside.. I'm sad.. You never know.


RESULTS!
I HATE MY LIFE. 
FML.

Results.

OH YEAHH!!! EXAM OVERR!!
But..now gt results to worry.. Omg D;
Haih..
Now got new boys and stuff...
Thou got racial issues bt WTH man...

I'm so worried worried worried...
My class nobody got A and 6 FAILED for Sejarah T.T
I'm WORRIED AND SCARED

Difficult.

Luck has really abandoned me.
I think I failed everything D;
And and... I gt abandoned.

Why?!!! I'm so freaking stressed mann
Feel like dying or somethin....
ARGHHH

Exam.

OMG. EXAMS! Grrr..they make me so stressed man )':
Now everyday study,study,study(psst,pn. molly would be so proud of me ;)


Nothing gets in my brain except Science.
Ah! I'm SUCH a nerd B)
Sejarah and Geo are boring )':
Haih...


I'm so tired...
Wonder what'll happen tomorrow.. I'm sooo nervous *o*
Tsk. I'll update if anything happens tomorrow...


And..I still don't know what should I give for a GUY'S birthdayy...
ANY SUGGESTIONS??
If got can tell me on cBox? Thankkiew <3


Now... I'm so nervous for Friday also..
Wonder if i'm gonna break down :/
Haiyuhh... why today must b his birthday D:
I'm so tiredddd....


Zzzz...

Chasing cars.

Getting a girl isn't easy,neither is a boy.
Like you make a mistake and go closer than you should be they get big headed no?
Perfect guys are EXTINCT. :D

TODAY IS 101010
Wonder how its gonna be....
The wound almost healed (Oh yeah!)
Exams are like so close that i'm getting stressed T.T
Not that I care about it,its just the face you get when you are over your rival ;D

I'm not actually tired thou...
Studied Sejarah just now...
OMGOSH..Its was like TORTURING XP
I can't sleep x.x
Maybe cos of the nap...
Remind me not to do so again... But sometimes i'm just dog tired :P

So now I'll try to sleep... Hopefully I will if not i'll be a zombie tomorrow...
Ciao~

Trust

Its like so hard to trust people for me
After I seen the thing on *HER* blog


I mean like I just wanted to help her, I didn't know it'll affect her so badly. Like I want to KAO her Zhai. You hold my friendship with you in doubt when I thought you were my best friend. Well now... were my best friend. I can't trust you anymore,Sorry. 


Now.... sigh.  Who can I say my friend? I don't really know. Sigh...

Chance?

I don't know whether or not to trust you again,
Worried that you'll cheat or betray my trust again,
Should I give you another chance?


You say its from your heart,
You'll like me forever and not that girl
But can I trust you,
After how you abused my trust last time?


Whether you're just picking randomly,
Or really loving me, or liking
I don't know when you'll change your mind
And break my heart again,
When it haven't been healed yet.


Even or not i accept your proposal,
You'll steal my first kiss,as a favour
To one I asked you 
So I can do a little revenge.


So now I'm confused
What should I do now?
Should you break my heart again,
I guess i'll never have the courage to couple again
But if i don't I'll maybe miss my chance,
To mend this relationship.
But with all your moods and fancies,
I'm afraid I'll never make it


What should I do now?

Not 2 Blame

Fine, it wasn't the WHOLE class.
Only ONE person made noise,
That was Alwin. LOL
Yes,the alwin that always bully my mei  -.-
Drag us all down now no tips ==

Burst and studying

I'm really SUPER FULL and sleepy.
GAHH. Later have 2 study. I'm just too LAZY laa.


Friday Cik Rozaida wanted to give us tips then they all become noisy
So.....she din't want to give already T.T
This is so sad.
So many facts,and teacher didn't tell us tips then we'll be like zombie O.O
Sejarah sucks(: ,
Geography also sucks
Science ROCKS! Heheh..i'm such a nerd B)
I wonder how can people lurve sejarah and geography :/


Today...i hope He can come lo... If not i'll suffer the whole day studying D:
Sigh...*pray*

Friends and food

I MISS MY FRIENDS LAA.
Sheesh.


OH YEAH. I just got back from a meal. A really full one.
With CRAB,FISH,CRAYFISH
It was aweeeesomeee....
After eating it looked like I killed someone ;D
My hands were red and my lips were swollen.
Ahaha...
I SERIOUSLY CAN'T EAT CRAB ANYMORE.
I'll only eat it next year. Heheh...
Byeh..

PMR,Haunted Toilets and stuff

Its not as if i gt PMR.. Just dat school not enuf classrooms so we have to go school bergilir-gilir.
Like SATURDAY,ONLY 8 classes went. Okay la...quite fun but mostly boring cos most of my friends weren't there. Involved a lot of screaming ;D
1 Bunga Raya moved to 5Kemboja )':
Brought back those flashblacks.. OMG it was like the walls were closing down on me. How would i know it would have such an effect on Me? @@
I hope when its my turn we wouldn't go there again. :/


OH YEAH, Haunted Toilet In Block C? I think is mostly true >.<
Its like dim and scary and cos all those sounds but overall its CLEAN. :O
Geng rite? But its really really scary so i guess form 1s don't usually go there. They go to the old one. FORM 2S ARE SO BRAVE. They just go right in when we run out screaming :O I very envy~


VANDALISING. Is it the word for scratching the name of the person you hate on a table? HAHA. Its was funfunfun though a little bit evil but who cares. Answer: Teacher. Never mind la. Sheesh.


Though I don't hate you now kay?
I forgive,but remember I'll never forget~

Revive

Okay this is my DON'T-KNOW-HOW-MANY-TH blog but WTH i need something to put my feelings in anyway....

1. I broke up with him
 Yes,sad.. I don't still know what happened. Ask me more details in school.

2.  Exam is here
 I'll fail cos i totally have no mood.

3. My heart's in pieces thanks to you.
You never tried it you wouldn't wanna try it.

4. I'm still in love with you thanks to your impromptu breakup 2/9/10
Somebody brainwash me!!!! NOT. I wouldn't stand it.

5. I'm having nightmares
Well,not exactly nightmares but those memories i had with you. Then i wake up crying.

6. I don't know who to trust
Oh,i'm all alone in the cruel cruel world.

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